love,live life, pro-ceed,pro-gress.

sitting here doing these college apps,so overwhelming..cant wait til im done and just waiting to see what schools i got into..im kinda nervous, cause knowing me, i slipped up and messed up on one of my apps, and everyone makes mistakes seem so CRUCIAL...the main college i see myself attending is ASU, and it baffles me that im spending hundreds of $$ to send apps to schools i wouldnt look twice at if i did get into ASU *knocks on wood*...i know ASU isnt too hard to get into, but watch me be that one person who wants to get in soooooo bad, has gooood grades, and doesnt get in =/..bleh. anyways its thanksgiving break, im have so much AP homework, so its really hectic, hopefully it'll all pay off next week at Winterfresh, if my mother gives me my $ for my ticket tomarrow like she promised,and its not sold out, with my luck, *knocks on wook again*....im in NEED of a computer..my oms business computers are trying to kill me by blocking all the websites i need...good thing chirstmas is close



happy holdays <3

because,this is for all my..

i just saw For Colored girls,it was kind of too deep for me..i probably sound ignorant but whatever..this weekend was good :) im sure ill have more to talk about tomarrow,since it shall be a VERY interesting day..have some business to handle.. try to be nice to people, and sometimes it just bites you in the back, but its fine,ill still continue to be nice to ensure that any foul feelings against me arent my fault. im a firm beleiever in karma, but this time, im gonna have to speed things up myself,we'll see how it turns out...but on a happy note, im going to the gay club wed.! im excited but ill be more enthusiastic once tomarrows handled.....business before pleasure.


this song is sick.

I know, I know, I look better in real life.

ugh, im so sad,i misssss writing on my blog :( when i get my new computer for christmas ill be back ( i know, i always have problems with my computer) lol. buttttt life has been great for me, school is blah', im so overwhelmed with college apps, but CANT i repeat CANT wait to finally be a college student. actually, i just cant wait til this summer coming up, im sure its going to be greatttt since ill be 18, and all the best events are 18+ now =/. canntttt waiiiittt til Rock the Bells again, *sigh*, pure heaven...and me and 'mani will be prepared for the 100+ weather this time :)im so excited. But this summr ive discovered club life, and been loving it ever since lol. i plan on going to the gay club next week :) but i feel really good right now lol..im always like that, happy for no reason..im weird lol. but yeahhh life is gooood, ive been chillin' with my two bestfriends dest' and 'mani..less drama, plus we alwaysssss have fun together, i love them,lol. im so simpy..probably time for a bf....kid cudi where ya at? ;)



I WILL BE AT TARGET FIRST THING NOV. 9th :-*

i have fallen' in love

Psalm 23

...Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

everybody knows ima' motha'****in' monster

havent wrote in awhile, i dont know why,its not like ive been busy,sine i havent been doing ANYTHING. but this summers pretty blah', i guess i had too many high expectatations for it, but its cool, im ready to get this senior year crackin' & get this college life started, i cannott wait. but hmm, whats new....i meeeeet so many new people this summer(boys specifically) so im proud of that :), got my ear pierced, got my jays lol, life is going pretty good, just going with the flow of things is relaxin' but, i am stressin abt this APliterature homework since i havent started :( but bye for now.

to whom much is givin',much is expected

so,im currently at the University of Redlands, for College Summit. today is the last day so were all in the library finishing up our personal statements. were here with about 40 students, its Fairfax & Inglewood. the first day was so overwhelming, because our schedules are so jammed packed, but our last days, we've all gotten close and were having alotta' fun. ive made sooo many friends, im happy :) ima' miss it but i miss LA and being turnt up with my brodies lol. the whole college experience was both great and overwhelming since it seems to be coming soooo quickly. i dont know what my mom & the rickster are gona' do when im in college, they've been texting me non- stop lol, they miss me lol. but this was a GREAT oppurtunity and im proud i've takin advantage of it...







bak to LA!

olesdoit

english and computer final over, only 4 more to go, than im wildin' out! summmma summa' summa' summaa' summma', time to re-up on some dimes,lmao











foreal though.