serves her right

i feel the need to say alot since i seem to only dwell on negativity surronding me,which id like to expand out to our generation. our generation sucks,were run by teen clubs & parties that seem to get shot or shut down. girls run around hoeing & boys doing the same but only seem to get more respect from his peers. i hate the terms 'baddies' & 'oh im the baddest b' & why girls thing thats just the best thing in life. its so tacky. i hate how everythings so over rated & people are so caught up in doing the new thing thats 'in'. in contrast i hate how some less experienced people seem to think there so holy & pure & that people are under them just because things dont come as easy to them as it would to others who do it. i hate how you cant branch out to more than one friend, without the drama tearing up the circle of friends you created & i hate that you cant just forgive someone & forget that one,permanately. i hate how people seem to always justify things so thats its not really anyones fault, but a mistake. i hate that we cant stand up & be the people we know we want to be & i hate that im one of these people.



bye

original flava'

heeeeey guys, today is sunday its 2:21 & Juno's on & my homies are outside swimming. my blackberry's frozen,my mom went to target & the grocery store so my kitchens getting a re-up. too bad i wont be home for like,the rest of the week. i swear we switch houses like every dos days. tomarrow were going up to fairfax, i hope my homies get in 'cause thats when were getting things majaa' cracking lol. more than we already have. anyways dests' having a pool party/bickback, & my house like next week, omg were gonna' be stunting. were soo young these are our fun years, & thats what im gonna do. people make everything so overrated,but us, were gangstaa's
anyways im just babbling on, i think im gonna' go outside now & take a little dip with my homies



were having too much fun today,we ain't worried about tomarrow

yeaaaah buddy

yesterday was such a great way to start my summa', its crazy how like i reunited with old people & met so much new ones that might have a good effect on it. party last night was sooooooooooo great,i had so much fun. went with bree,britt,& dest, i swear we were high off life,dancing around like we were crazy & stuff. sorry to the boys i danced with,i know i sucked lmao.so fun. plus i birthed the new 'idgaf,im a gangsta' mentality. summers gonna' be greaaaat








ps,this is my jam lmao

Ice Cream Paint Job - Dorrough

snakes in the grass

you cant trust anybody these days,there drops some more.














the more friends in the wind,the colder the breeze

you kow that i can use somebody

its a guy,are you kidding me?

yesterday was too fun, went to the grovey with my peoples, dont feel like typing more,dosday went to the flea market & lunch with my peoples, supposed to go to the grove again tomarrow & hopefully see the hangover.






my summer started off great




you must take your chance.

im telling you,id rather be dead

omg this is great







speechless.

i would be you,you would be me

uno mas dia of escuela( i didnt know how to say 'of') lmao. anyways i know ive beeeen gone for dos long, but daddy computer has a broken battery & my mother finally bought new laptop chargers. last daay of culver. whoopie,its a bittersweet feeling,but i dont feel like simping, anyways its my brothers grad. today so i guess ill be there & his little shin dig after despite me having finals dosmarrow








SUMMER'S gonna' be great with all my peoples & hopefully meet a whole bunch of new ones 'cause some of my current ones seem to drama-prone, like i know were not in Hawaii, but hanglooooose broda'

byeeee

how to be a lady

June 04, 2009
Taurus (4/20-5/20)
It's time for change -- which has never been on your sign's top ten list of favorite things. That doesn't mean those changes will be unpleasant, but because it's really just the concept of change you object to, this could be a tough day. If you wake up feeling that things are already different, don't panic. You never know: This time out, it may all turn out wonderfully. In fact, if you can adapt, wonderful is a given.




:-*
'do not walk in front of me,for i may not follow. do not walk behind me,for i may not lead. just walk beside me & be my friend.'

she loves men,that can afford..

i wrote the deepest poem in 3rd period astronomy,i havent seen or written' to daddy poetry since like 8th gradeee,but heres a looksy. dest like'd it.

friendships come and go

cold & breezy like the wind

envious snakes seething through my grass

no gardeners there to tend.

theres no way to live in peace

in a place where peace no longer lives

no way the monster will seize

no luck for my unborn kids

we smile big on the outside,scared to live

frightened of fear

while the inside of us is long gone

killed by our insides drowned with tears

lie to yourself more than your lied to

live not through your heart but for what others minds want of you

unseen shackles on your weak little feet

no dancing around cause the drums here dont beat.

long sleeves cover the scars of war

with razor & hand

broken feet & bloody backlashes

no way to take stand.

big eyes but blurry vision,too blind to see

theres no easy escape

no way to be free.

we search for sunshine,sunshine

come this way

were scared & we need you

take the darkness away.

deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

& i have no idea wth im talking about lmao