Sunday, May 31, 2009

hey there pretty girl

she just jealous 'cause you always get approached more.




oh well,tell her fallback :-p

Saturday, May 30, 2009

stay with ya' till the end.

today was greeeeeeeat. i had so much fun with my boyfriend i love you man. ' police cars in jamaica are so bad,there like honda corollas' lmfao



ahahahaha
its toyota corolla,lmao i clearly dont love him for his smartss :-* ahahaha. had fun wrestling and playing tag with brianna,chris,tay,& marcus.now were making videos with mani & tay and simping to my paco





stay up like kanyeeeee'
:-*

Friday, May 29, 2009

strolling in the park,watching winter turn to spring

15 more days of school,omg im so excited. no schoool for me dosday,have to help get ready for my brothers champagne party. yesterday was bf's birthdaay,im older than paco lol.chubby lives inside now,he follows me around and eats my leftover chipotle,this kinda gets Billy mad,but he has to understand Billys still my number one. anywho todays gonna be short since my computers gonna die.








adios muchachos
barns burnt' down,now i can see the moon.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

just remember i made you,like my night air.

allow me introduce my friend,his name is billy.hes imaginary lmao. dest gave me the idea from her imaginary friend bob. its really actually fun like telling people everything you and your imaginary friend do together. lol its like its really actually a person. what am i saying? billy is a person & i love him. he got my back like the back doooor. we and billy love this song,reminds me of my paco :-*



We Fight, We Love (Remix) - Q-Tip, Kanye West, Consequence

smooches fo' da' cooches!
'like a tattoo artist i get under her skin'

Monday, May 25, 2009

simpy sundays

------ SMS Text ------
From: daltyy
Sent: May 25, 2009 1:26 PM
Subject: Yes man,

Yes man, and im thankful for another chance & exactly you kinda sound smart lol but what do you mean when you say "its kinda of hard for me but whatever" & yes we sure did that's what mainly motivated me to get up & try again cause I was going down my "memory museum" and was like aye Mona Lisa come home you know I cant roam w/ chandler" lol but yeah man, you my life & I don't expect any other pieces to build you cause my puzzle is already built'_' & it gets me mad when you say "sorry I can't be what u want me to be daltonn"


Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile
'& girl oh girl,daddy's the greatest'

'i postpone death by...

living,by suffering,by error,by risking, by giving,by losing.'- anais niin

i think i want to talk about my relationship in todays entry boys and girls.lol. ive found that im happy even though my boyfriend made the dumbessssssssst mistakes,atleast hes aware of them & had an epiphany like kanye west 'wait a couple months then you gon' see,you'll never find nobody better then me'.lol. its crazy cause we go waaaay back & like i used to do him so dirt,i admit,so its like the karma gods came to get me back. lol. but if you didnt know me before you wouldnt know that right? exactly why my mother says never tell your friends your businessss.they dont have to know,like my baby john says lol. you make think im one of the typical weak minded girls,but like i sayss last blog

i dont care,lol
chandlers happy,go make your lifes happy little kiddies'
'more good women then men,percentage wise'

Saturday, May 23, 2009

wont give 'em enough to love me for me.

g'morning sunshine even though theres no sunshine & the day looks mucho feo. me & mani had a really deep conversation yesterday and came to the conclusion of how hard life is & whats crazy is we are 15 & 16 years olds saying this. its seems like households are so communist,the society in a whole is communist. 'dont do this,do that,be friends with them,get good grades,dont wear that,dont like that'. i mean were not screwed up highschool soon to be dropouts. we do good in school try our best to be good people but little slipups and were just the bad people in town. & we've came to see the such uglyness in mother-son relationships these days. and us as the young underdogs have no say nowadays,just sit back & take it. go to school,get good grades,wear that,dont be friends with them,dont listen to that music, care about what people percieve you as, dont make me mad,dont be happy. for 2 more years until were finally free.


FIN.
'dont trust none of these people,wont give 'em enough to love me for me so,even when they welcome me into their kingdom,cant bring self to believe em'

Thursday, May 21, 2009

ready for the good hurt

your such an ignoramus & i hope to never talk to you again. its my fault for letting people in my circle,you really cant trust anyone these days & ill i can do is be happy i found out this partially early in my life. people come and go. whatever. its just really not necessary to be a jerk. dont give me your input & way of living life,im living my own,but thanks. idiot.

"Little girl was the first reason to breathe
And the little man was the first man she believed in
She gotta live right and do right by self
She do for self she don’t want your help
Afraid of being alone
But fear aint enough to knock her off of that stone
Gonna make that home her home
with or without a man that she can call her own
big boss at work is anxious
continues to hand her the wrong advances
she passes the test
she knew the answers
quit the job to go take a chance
with life
this is life we all scream
while we pray for dollars and we work for change
its all the same, we all struggle
sometimes you gotta say fuck you
when you smile and she doesn’t return it
give her room and don’t disturb it
if it makes it hurt less to curse and fight
go ahead and hate the world girl you’ve earned the right "
-atmosphere 'dreamer'
your last ever blog entry,hope you enjoyed pissant.
peace sign up,index down!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

the force both obeys & commands

idk about anything anymore. trust is just a word,nobodys really does it.people only look out for their best interest. i've chosen to befriend myself before anyone else 'cause noone really cares about chandler like chandler does. friends are enemies,enemies are enemies. nothing ever works out how you want it. i wish i could not care about anyone or anything but me being happy. i think im gonna' try so hard not to care 'till it finally comes naturally.







whatever,bye.

Friday, May 15, 2009

molly cool

May 15, 2009
Taurus (4/20-5/20)
Avoid anything that looks, smells, or even sounds like a power struggle today. You just won't have the patience to outlast the big egos that are itching for a fight right now. These folks are not above playing dirty, and you don't want to end up in the mud -- you have better things to do. While you have a great talent for peacemaking, why waste it on a person or group that is so happy to fight? There is no point in getting involved unless someone asks for a compromise.






before you leave molly let me kiss that tattoo on your ankle.
:-*

Sunday, May 10, 2009

pretty dark disturbing things.

great weekend.


May 10, 2009
Taurus (4/20-5/20)
You have a big karmic payback coming your way today, so expect some interesting rewards for all the good deeds you have performed recently. This will be an educational and enriching day, and it will teach you many valuable lessons about how to win people over to your cause -- without sending them on a big guilt trip. You are learning more about how to use your charm to get ahead in your career prospects, and it is already starting to pay off.



:-*
ps i know ive had the song forever but its so beautiful that i cant bring myself to change it,just dont press the play button it you dont like it.

Friday, May 8, 2009

can we get on the same team here?

my birthday was pretty great,went to school got a sign and some ding dongs from dest,a picture frame with i drawing i made for raoul in 9th grade:). waited for my brother to pick me up and was surprised that malika,ashika,& my baby ahmani were in the car. came home made a hot dog,searched for what i was gonna' wear for a million or so hours.got in the car,drove to maggianos met my father,little brother,& step mom. 5 minutes later dalton,marcus,ey tay tay and dest come. fun,fun,fun. i got a juicy peace sign necklace from my beefrienddd:-* & my mother got me a peace sign bathing suit to 'go with the tattoo'...hardy har har. ey tay tay got me a pretty little elephant necklace,ahmanis paying for my jet rags thi$ weekend,more importantly dest is getting my red red. not for the hood but whatever i want them so bad. im currently watching forgetting sarah marshal with mani & tay so im done typing.


adios papi chulos
:-*

Monday, May 4, 2009

aged to perfection

i havent really wrote in awhile which like made my brain backed up with stuff i could write about but my fingers and brain are having technical difficulties since my brizain wants me to type but my fingers are lazy bastards. it really just dawned on me that schools almost over,right when everyone starts fighting and school starts getting exciting.fight today at nutrition was hilarious.too bad. im ready for summer school to hang out with my main homies everyday until we get tired of eachother and the hotness where we drown in like our own sweat. i wonder what this summers song is gonna' be,last summers was i got a story to tell-biggie.LOVE IT paco's.i think right now im just talking to talk 'cause i want this entry to be all lonnnnnng. in my head in class i kept thinking about forgetting sarah marshall when that fat guy from superbad was like "so yeah man did you get a chance to listen to my mix tape?" or whatever and the british porn star guy was like " i was gonna' listen to it, but then i just continued on with my life".lmao. i like dattttttttt'.




-we outta' here babyyyyy
(idk why i keep saying that)