Thursday, October 29, 2009

you cant take it back.

'& dont worry about the decievers,life will take care of them."


turning my ears into carriers of the lies & gossip
what have i become?
knowingly taking in snakes disguised with the familar faces,
i call my friends.
what have i become?
putting daggers in the hearts of those who lived to love me
what have i become?
befriending best friends who be-loved the same lips i kiss
what have i become?
loving a cheater,cheating my body out of the soft tender touch of faithfulness
what have i become.
im not finished yet, bye.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

doing things that the girls dont do.

waaassssup, right now im at dest's housee, we had a great random weekend lol. we went to a concert, dont ask me whose, afterparty, then mai's bickback which ended the night perfectly. but anyways friday i did like an extreme home makeover on my room & hurt my wrist, fell asleep on the couch watchhing role models, & totally forgot dest was coming over, which she ends up coming at like 3, wakes me up but we fall back asleep, thenn at like 6:14 i woke up from a nightmare about a vampire lmao, so i decided to wake dest up, then i called dalton but kasaun answered waking them both up, so we were just all up early in the morning lol. last night i didnt get back to dests till like 230, didnt fall asleep till 4:00 'cause i was having such a great aim conversation:) & end up waking at 8:30. so im guessing the rest of my day will be spent on sleeping. but anyways i missed destiny which i know she missed me too, but shes too scared to admit. actually she kinda did, but my moms here so

peacee

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

its so nice running into you.

hey, today was chaotic but the weather is so beautiful. boo'd up weather,yesssaa' lol, but yeah im waiting for The Hills to come at 8:30, my brothers sleep & idk where my mother is. my yorkie, milo, keeps barking so i told him everytime he barks im gonna chase him (like h can understand me) & evertime i chase him chubby chases me. im so bored,lmao. im listening to daddy Cudi,i missed him sooo, but he has some new tunage so im catching up. anyways schools coool,lifes cool, friends bleeh, im just doing me, thats the best way to do it! idk really no what else to talk about & i have 8 mins till my show comes on, so i guess this is goodbye





g'dnight:-*

Saturday, October 10, 2009

wont it be a shame to say you lost me?


good evening baby's, im sitting on my couch full dressed,waiting for my mother to take me to the grove, which is taking forever. i cant waiiiiit till i get the whip, but anyways i just felt like posting 'cause i was bored, i wonder how todays gonna turn, hopefully good, OH! i forgot to make you aware of my idol & i am so in love with her! idc if you think thats gay,shes beautiful & has the best music & i love love loveeeee her!
bye :-*

Friday, October 9, 2009

running with scissors

omg if i havent been on my blog in forever mane, i missed you, i had alot of built up emotions & its probably why ive been so severly bipolar. but anywho babys,i attend Fairfax Highschool,i love it, i kinda stick to the people i've already known,but seem to meet more everyday. my life is pretty good, been kinda edging my way away from those prone to drama, but its some times inevitable to keep it away for too long. im mostly to myself now, better way to keep my head grounded. life has been fun for me & i just expect it to get better as time progresses. i get my license in FEB!, but i expect to have the whip before than. ive been putting job apps here and there, hopefully some one comes across my resume & fall in love with it & hire me. i love the computer lab her, the computers are like under a desk thing with a screen so no ones in my business. i hate when people read when im typing on my blog. im kinda just blabbing cause im bored & feel like typing, i just miss you soooo much! lol, i should name you Billy, since my imaginary Billy seems to have left my life -_-,i miss you too. but yeah im just living life, trying to enjoy everyday, in love with FB! but i cant even sign on here :(. dude fairfax doesnt even have yahoo?! tell me thats not the dumbest thing,thats the main website people go to email & print essays. but anyways im talking to much, ill keep updating, it'd be easier if they had it for a blackberry app but until then


peace :-*