we live?

lol, i just made that my title 'cause Ray just said it, im in computer class and were talking abt ugly people & how they have to be with it & relationships & so on. my last post was messed up, but i dont wanna delete it, i dont know what else to say. oh yeah i went to lighthouse last period, it was all emotional, i wanted to talk but i felt like everyone had worse prblems then my fake friendships & relationships. i realized i have yet to post my poem & i wrote another one, but there too long & im too lazy to type then, & plus my brother always has the computer -_-. lol were talking abt funny stuff. blah blah blah. i dont know what else to talk abt

everything tht shines ain't always gonna' be gold

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& i made myself so easy to love

wessssst up? im so happy lol. ive been happy since wed. for some odd reason. i guess i feel like life is pulling together for me. i got all my friends close to me again & that makes me happy. i dont like living in 'disharmony' as my personaility quiz says. But yeah i've been chillin', maybe wildin' whatever i just like to have fun. i cant wait till this class is over. actually i cant wait till school is over, this summer should be the best so far. So, i failed my drivers test lmao, my lady was a b*aaatccch, my brother said she failed me cause she was ugly lmao. Speaking of the topic, i like all the postitive feedback & compliments i have been getting from my peers and friends. Lets hope a big head is not the product of it. i LOVE the loveee lmao. but yeah, so wassup? lmao im just talking cause my history teacher gave us a project that im sure he doesnt even know how to do, 'cause it makes NO sense. but yeah blog, i'll see youu



:-*

restore my happiness

bye.